

I am tired of waiting…….Unknowingly the craving consumed me
I had started hating myself
Why should I wait? Why should I bother? When I can be my own happiness
I will be there for me, I will be proud of me
I will heal myself and I will be my strength
I still hope and pray for all of this to end. No more pain...no more suffering
And till then I'll love myself……
In my own edenic world I got lost. I dreamt of softness, I dreamt of belongingness
A sense of support and a sense of commitment. I was naive, I was blinded
What's the purpose of those dreams? When everything was just a mirage
Life's bitter and it's fine. I no longer dream. I just go on
Soon the end will come and I'll be gone. Maybe if there's a next time
I'll dream again and I'll fly high…….